Saturday, December 10, 2011

antitheory

antitheory
ELF, ELFELFEye took out my dreamcatcher full of nines (999999999) and hearts (
antitheory

a penny for your thoughts

money rules this world the people think of nothing less they spill the beans must come from solyant green and brown the very idea that a man could come from being homeless to a millionaire or even a small business in the industry when eye feel eye will never work for pay the students coming out of school get all the smart jobs seem to be gone the way of misery is mine no job no check no prop under my feet is only the sidewalk now eye lay in poverty my homeless shelter edges of a roof iff no one sees me furtively edging into spaces meant for stepping past the sticks and stones omg no one should live this way at all but why eye feel the need to work so hard when all eye need to do is hide my bones beneath the cold cold soil and stop the day to day struggle of existance. Let me tell you it is this certain struggle for food and dry clothing that makes a man what he is it gives me strength that money cannot buy for me the life that eye have chosen seems so harsh until you think of poverty of rich the loss of love the loss of life that comes from worshipping a lessor god just numbers in a book they equal power for some people just add more to swollen bank accountants adding ledgers to existing dollars charging more for services already over extended. Today my heart is full of ewe and friend's who love me too my feet are dry my belly full of food my clothing adequate for a mild winter the first for me in several years of snow pushing the limits of my luck each day brings to me my own crazy satisfaction dropping some names to illustrate my happiness do you think e e cummings his works brought to the public in the form of new york plays do you think it made him happy to be homeless his work his poems his style of keeping rustic crude religion showing in his writings from his golden heart his poetry ruling him in love worth more then many ducats of gold the silver dross when asked to preform on television Jack Kerouac grabbed his tome and read from his book what he had written there in poetry do you not see yet how homeless he once was and yet the poem was his everything to be. Stop feeling sorry for this homeless poet and start reading more of what eye have there written in the vast crinkles of the paper of the web while eye can get online to make this POEM this POET is undone still happy just to thrive alive outside the dead poetry of love one ounce of poem words outweigh all the gold of time

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Lost in Texas

Lost in Texas.docx
"DAVIT"
Lost in Texas
Time will keep all my findings from this Courtroom but let me please begin to list the many things eye found wrong with this Texas Town.
But first a message non commercial vintage.
When did the internet become the norm the fixt the great white hope of all the minorities cracking the web is fun for rich important people can still do it at home but tell me do any of us knoe how it works how does the thing become the online tool eye use ? How does it perk the signal and the sign in and then the smurf ? A little background music. Oh yeah the title beacons me you see eye have too much competition on the street too many idle people drunk crack smoking parasites intent on robbing me of sleep or something closer to my back the pack full of this laptop with accessories and so you see eye got back to this important subject line is HOPE for the future even at the Alamo. A little dry dehydrate humor from San Antonio let me just say this let me thank the Academy now before eye win the purse reprised and full of wishes yes so sweet my ewe is kisses full of love. So lets get back to where the bottom line is grid the thing is a solid grinning grid of electronic jargon accessed with electricity and a button actuator the whole process of signing in is most beyond me somewhere on the Astral Plain of God there might be something to be said for Zen and smart Bhuddists seem to know you take the case and you plug in the mouse and you CLICK you just CLICK and then you Click some more until you have the Proper place you go. There really is not much more to the WEB then that. It is easier to get my Dell online then to find a place to get a cup of coffee Lost in Texas.

Monday, November 14, 2011

WorkBaneEthic

WorkBaneEthic
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WorkBaneEthic
Minimum Wage will not ever feed a family it was never intended for a Family provider it is a starting wage a place to begin your work career not the 57 year old man still washing dishes in the diner cause his Daddy taught him how when he was only 14 years of age and could learn nothing else because of his addictions and his sicknesses eye am 51 % handicapped listed with Workman's compensation for an accident eye had when eye was 23 years old they even had to give me Social Security DIsability but got out of giving me any money then this is what happened back than. AHHA a play on words. They Determined me able to work and refused my initial claim then when eye persisted with my claim they caved in and sent me to a OLD FOLKS HOME where eye was treated than like dirt they way people treat other people who seem to be winning there case. They gave me all the paper work for a THIRTEEN MONTH stay eye think eye was only there THREE DAYS when the NURSE at the desk made me go into my room like a LITTLE BOY in the middle of the day REFUSING to let me watch the TELEVISION. Eye tore my VERY IMPORTANT papers and tossed them into the WasteCan and left eye have never filed a claim after that first FIASCO. Sitting here and penning this eye have decided to NEVER draw my Social Security check at all. Eye will spend the rest of my life in freedom. The labor jobs and day labor jobs that eye have held are not acceptable to me in my weekend state. Weakened. From all my efforts to remain dry and sober and free. The monkey on my back and the things eye carry with me make me strong and usefull seeming. Iff only to myself then eye am just the one who is taking care of me. This is the time for the old joke the Cemetery must be the most popular place in town. WHY? because everyone is dying to get in there. Eye have been hurt by your version of what you think are good Americans Illegal Drug users Chicken cooking Homosexuals and white boyz. Refused service for resting my leg after hiking to Mcdonalds only to be threatened with arrest for Loitering next to the parking lot but eye was at the building next door.This New Nation which has No use for GOD in the classrooms or the fields. No Salute from me left inside me for your Flag or Uniforms. Nothing left to feel but hate for a non feeling Government who hate the homeless and the poor. Like the Spanish Inquisitor who just passed gas near me he tried to talk to me eye told him eye was busy go ask someone else HIS PROBLEM it is his problem eye had to go to Security after he cursed and threatened me iff he returns to my seat to cause me problems eye am to go and TELL them. It is better for Both of us iff he does not return. After a check of the main area on the first floor eye have decided he was only talking street tought talking they all do it here just to instill fear in others they must do it just to survive these ganger ridden streets of San Antonio. My day is filled with this WorkBaneEthic.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Jackolantern

Jackolantern

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saturday
Jackolantern.docx

Jackolantern

Jjust because they love you in spite of your problems and there problems will not hinder the love will be there until both of you are gone to Aaccept the fact of the limits of a finite world making you seem Ccross off the worry you saw the way she loves you sending you two messages sweating out her love into those fingerings on the mouse pad she must have been about to faint for iff her daughter or her boss had seen this action would have pounced on her she loves me so very very much Jjust Ccross Kkill the messanger it is the OLDEN ROMAN way Oorbit is declining your balance is failing you jump out now and get wetter quicker the Llove of one when ignited to the other flame becomes the most wonderful bane of existence is Aantipathy at its best on a holiday full of Nnoshing candy finding problems at your doorway lighting old doorways with Jackolantern smiles. Tthe candle light flickering nowadays is mostly electric a sort of a badge of the middle class to tell poorer people down the street hey we still got electricity. Ttender is the quick under the nails on my coffin is not sealed and eye must get out before the daylight comes to steal my heart for her in love it must be dark Eeternal life will keep us together what is only one old Halloween do not despair or worry dear for eye am here forever Rrolling down the palisades skipping over the moat to be your Nnugget found. Jackolantern

Just Accept Cross Kill Orbit Love Antipathy Noshing Tender Eternal Rolling Nugget. CROWNED

Thursday, June 30, 2011

wrong turn

wrong turn
summer
wrong turn
too many turns the wrong way
the idiot on the bicycle pretending to be gay or happy
then demanding where did eye get my shopping cart
even suggesting that eye was stealing it GOD forbid forging monotones into my mind of sneaking up on the BIG K lot sneaking past the Guard shack running with the wind at my back lifting the cart from the nearest customer eye must have pushed it past the Guards were shooting at me then eye stood on the sidewalk waiting for him to come around the corner he is a NO SHOW he stood me up he is CHICKEN SHIFTING like every UNM person does. Eye hope he is a teacher there they deserve him. DID the idiot steal the buy cycle he was running from me on. EYe did strongly suggest he had no business on the sidewalk where eye was pushing my scrounge and found shopping cart this one is from Big Lots they are smaller not so noticeable as the larger shopping chains like SMITHS he chose to ignore me late for class eye suppose he is the bees knees on campus he still looks the idiot grin to eye think he got them cold clammy feet when eye told him where his buycicle parts would soon now be in his anatomy not mincing my words he took too many wrong turns but not the last one now eye keep my shopping cart moving on the sidewalk no buycycle on the path behind me AMEN. thankful the strongman from the UNM circus did not decide to take his last wrong turn again.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Pain

Pain
spring
Tooth broke the uppers are broke even off and they stopped hurting so eye began trying to live with the constant pain now the lower jaw has betrayed me with a broken jaw tooth this sucker is hurting. It is only the food eye eat getting trapped when eye use my tooth pick wisely the pain mostly stops the thing is so loose eye can wiggle it with my finger this may be causing it to hit a nerve from time to time. At this moment eye have not taken medicine TODAY is Fathers Day SUnday and the tooth is not hurting now after Pizza Slice with Peach CObbler. Eyem drinking a Strawberry drink with lime. Eye found an antihistamine tablet capsule in my computor bag eye only took the one that was already broken open not the seal but the white powder eye think eye got most of the medicine ah ah ah
blah blah blah and so it goes on to say blah blah blah
you must understand me its what eye MEANT to say not what is written here ici become the written poem then decide just what it is eye meant for you to see blah blah blah eye spy the garden flower in the flower garden glowing the purple radiation makes the flower huge the purple flower will top two stories it will grow without the water without the food fed by radiation from Japan My sister told me life is Pain it is supposed to be painful. You got your wish my tooth is miserable. Playing cards with Jack slap your Jack Jack play the Jack Jack Go fish Jack Jack the deck Jack and finally the halitosis you think they did not notice but here is what they told each other when you left the room. The boy smells not just bad but like unto a cadaver eye swear he smells like he has been dead for three days. He bathes in the river stinks. Yes Peter your pater mater said this. The turtle writes a poem with the pads of its feet as it walks a long way with its house on its back it looks for food with each pad pad pad pad of its four little feet it gets the checkered flag it wins the race against the wicked white rabbit leaving pellets in the grass it goes so fast but sleeps too much in love eye write this poem now its gone the turtle won as time plods along eye forget my pain when doing my work of making a poem of prose no rhyme or reason but hope

Saturday, May 14, 2011

A Secret Love

A Secret Love

A Secret Love

A Secret Love

I would rather be her secret love
Than make a movie in the porn o graph
To lay with Chinese women in the dark
If eye could love them one by one
And take turns kissing all of them
I would rather be her secret love
The substance of her dreams
The sure and certain love of her secret heart
The love to be kept secret in her dark
The love she always needs.
I would rather be the secret love of ewe.

Oh my secret heart



Oh my secret heart
so far away
eye love ewe
secretly
today
eye bite the apple for one bite
it rolled away and got so dirty on the clay
eye want some more to eat
bite the apple with the me
kiss the bearer of the fruit
kiss the cup
fragile wings bear love enough